The Struggle

Aaron's Poetry Page

Numbness,

why can’t I feel myself?

My soul tingles from its loss,

Oh I feel to much!

I feel to much!

Overloaded,

so overwhelmed,

useless

I am useless!

Nothing,

I am nothing!

Black swirls in my mind,

in my heart,

memories,

darkness,

help me!

God!  Where are you?

Don’t you love me?

I hate you!

No, I am sorry

please forgive me!

Forgive me!!

Oh Lord forgive…..

Why am I here?

Where am I?

What day is it?

Oh my God I am so useless.

Why am I so useless, why?

I am trying to be better,

why can’t they see?

You see?

Nobody sees me,

my pain,

my loss.

Can you see?

I can’t see me,

can’t see me, anymore.

I am not anything,

nothing,

nobody to nobody.

I hate this,

myself,

you and you and you too!

No more,

please no more.

Darkness,

darkness creeping in

all sides

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